Ramblings

feeling sad and withdrawn today
because i am not beautiful
though he says that i am
i am merely me
the rejected one
of so many before him
merely a sinner
a lowly lamb
trying to find my path
trying to do a good job
can he slow down and see me
and be my friend
i have a small little voice
that is crying and screaming inside me
see me
be with me
get to know me
the "nice" is nice
but it is thin
i have seen your substance
you are smart and strong and wise
can you be that with me too
besides the nice i mean
i want both of you
both you and ye
please share both of you with both of me.