Like a Widow

Don't know where I'm going
don't much like where I've been
running, running but getting nowhere
like a widow, I'm like a widow

Do you really think I abandoned you?
I felt I had no choice
why did I feel desperate
and that I'd lost my voice?

My dreams were shaken up
reality sadly strange
strange enough to leave you
and all my dreams there with you

Little by little
stronger, I'm stronger
learning, listening, behaving, believing
on this safe course I stay

You're there yet so absent
you're there yet so gone
like a widow I am
but what am I?

Alone.