What a Pain

I won't hurt you
so why am I shivering
trapped can't get out

Sorry mister
I'm confused
didn't you say you care
you love

Doesn't that feel like floating on air

I'm drowning
where's the life jacket

Pull me out
get me away

It hurts
it frightens
please stop it and love me

Give me space
give me air
to float on a cloud of hope

I want joy and compassion
fun and laughter
understanding and support

Forgive me but is that too much

17 years half of my life
you've been a part of me

When I'm 64
will I say anymore?